Well, Dont know when the next time I'm gunna post is. As of right now i have more the enough to work on to keep me busy until some time in January. But Ill Properly still Post just for shits and giggles....(who the fuck shits and giggles seriously?) But ^_^ the good thing is i get to ring the new year in right with Holly,Joyce,Corey and Erik(skid. That will also be possibl my 21st birthday party , just works better for every one to have it that day christmas is a time for family if ya got any and aparently i have some i mean me and dad havent gotten along this good in a long time, if ever the move to michigan was a good experience it reinforced what i already knew that the real world is hell and nothing can help you not family education or friends from the bitter truth of reality. Ive introduced Holly and Joy to just about every one and acceptance by all party's in my family is rare but from every thing ive seen every one likes Holly and Joy. They remark on how ive never had a best friend or a better girlfriend... and id have to agree granted

(Im gunna be a bit hipocritical on this one)
i owe ~firecat1991 a bit of thanks for it she did after all introduce me to Holly and indirectly introduced me to Joyce so Hey kid there's your thanks you've been saying you deserved so there she be. Cause if it hadn't have been for her ditching me at con and not riding with me i wouldn't have taken the elective after a run at lake Erie to go back and look for some were to stay knowing that driving to Arkansas was out of the question given the fact i couldn't focus enough to remember my rout numbers. And had i not met Joyce there I wouldnt have had two days to reflect and relise i hadn't lost much if any thing. And had it not been for me taken a ride up to visit her i never would have stopped to see Holly . and now ... 6 months and 13 days later i have to say thanks for throwing a wrench into the plans cause hte repercussions worked in my favor and i dont think I've been better. Ive grown from the experiences Ive had sence then. Made new friends and found out who was and was not there in a right hurry. Found a purpous for my weapons expertise, Found a sponsor for my race team i mean your breaking up with me was the first thing to go right in a long while and i just hadnt relised it until now... aint that just nuts? I means seriously i wish id have known it was gunna go that way sooner cause damn i think this is the most confident I ve been im not going to have people turn on me as it turns out the wreck you sent hurtling to the ground was able to make use of the water below and right its self and after a few months it was like nothing ever happend just another page in the history books that should have been torn out sooner and just another scar no one realy needs to know about.

but irregardless thanks kid had you not finished it id stil be stuck with you, no need to apologize,what you did was surprisingly enough despite the bitch manner it was done in was probably for the greater good. Aint it great how life works?


KG